i juz realised that i still care alot of him. alot alot. tears flowed once again tonight for him. countless times i have. but there's nth i can do abt it now. i didnt treasure him as much i shld have coz i didnt see the weakness he has for the poison in his fren's mouths. i miss him loads. miss those days where we would laugh over breakfast. miss those days where i'll meet him at union and the comfortable silence between us. i miss reading stuff abt myself on his blog. reading his previous posts now hurts. damn it. why did it turn out this way, that he cant even talk to mi with his frenz around. i hate em ok. fck it i hate em lots. hais. and i miss him alot.
